Literature
The After
He has said No matter what, I'm a wonderful person and he hopes we can keep in touch That I'll be in his orbit, his friend I initially said yes, because I wanted to do anything to stay in that orbit But Now that I've had more time to think I don't think I can go through with staying as friends Because I'll think of Nights stayed over His smiles How he seems to jigsaw alongside me Hand holding that makes us giddy Cuddling the first time I visit his place Our first date and the look in his eyes at the end The sounds he makes in certain circumstances Swing dancing together in ballrooms Our talks, even the hard ones Kissing him like I don't know when the next one is coming And knowing that I'll be watching him do the same thing over again with a different girl, not knowing exactly how I'm hurting
