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Usually I don't ask for support on school fundraisers, but given that I'm fundraising to help kids with childhood cancer, I figured, "why the heck not?" My goal is $125, which is the minimum in order for me to dance come February 18th. If I can reach my goal, that would be super awesome! Thank you for your time!

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Sooooooo... I'm basically going to do a large spam/collection of poems that are mostly written to preserve the memory of something extremely important to me that's been happening lately. Some of you may already know based on guesses and conversations with moi. Either way, you've all been warned, and if you want to clarify about something, don't be afraid to message me or comment. 

For me, this is also a long-needed purge of emotions since I don't have as many artistic outlets as I did back in high school. Back then I had varsity choir, dance team, and piano lessons to let me vent whatever was on my mind. But now that I'm in college and pursuing a scientific degree, I only have choir as an actual output, and while there are pianos in my residence hall, there isn't really a drive for me to practice since I'm not taking anymore piano lessons (both a blessing and a curse at this point). At this point, I'm expecting myself to have large publishing streaks whenever I am not super busy with other things like work, school, studying, etc. If anything, this account will probably just be a semi-public journal of my college years.

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...yeah, just avoid the next ten poems or so if you don't want to read about college heartbreak and stress. In the meantime, thank you for staying with me after all these years of being a deviant!
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Sooooooo... I'm basically going to do a large spam/collection of poems that are mostly written to preserve the memory of something extremely important to me that's been happening lately. Some of you may already know based on guesses and conversations with moi. Either way, you've all been warned, and if you want to clarify about something, don't be afraid to message me or comment. 

For me, this is also a long-needed purge of emotions since I don't have as many artistic outlets as I did back in high school. Back then I had varsity choir, dance team, and piano lessons to let me vent whatever was on my mind. But now that I'm in college and pursuing a scientific degree, I only have choir as an actual output, and while there are pianos in my residence hall, there isn't really a drive for me to practice since I'm not taking anymore piano lessons (both a blessing and a curse at this point). At this point, I'm expecting myself to have large publishing streaks whenever I am not super busy with other things like work, school, studying, etc. If anything, this account will probably just be a semi-public journal of my college years.

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...yeah, just avoid the next ten poems or so if you don't want to read about college heartbreak and stress. In the meantime, thank you for staying with me after all these years of being a deviant!
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Just a thought: would you guys like it if I posted my Harry Potter oneshot to here? It's already up on my Wattpad and FanFiction.Net accounts. I also had a Harry Potter AU Multi-chap going, but I don't even know if I'll continue at this point, so it's going to stay on FanFiction.Net for now. So... thoughts?
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When it was senior year of high school, did you ever have that moment where you were casually talking about how you weren't going to be home next year, then it slammed into you like a bazillion bricks? And then mentally break down and/or cry until your eyeballs felt like sandpaper? Even though you don't like the people you live with most of the time and want to get out of your personal purgatory?

I just had that. This is the fourth one I've since the beginning of summer, two times during the past week or so. The first time was at Disneyland with my Girl Scout troop because I practically grew up with Disneyland. Second when I left my Girl Scout leader's house after we were done with the trip since two of my closest Girl Scout friends had basically graduated from Girl Scouts. Third was at dinner on Saturday when I was up at Girl Scout camp because again, I grew up with that and I wasn't sure if I was ever going to come back because of the whole Girl Scout graduation thing. I just had one because I was talking to mum about how I wanted to spend Halloween night with my baby cousin since I wasn't going to be here next year. I'm planning on going out-of-state and everything because I need space, but shit. I never realized that it was going to hurt this hard before actually moving out.

Any tips? I'm pretty sure I'm going to have more of these as graduation approaches....
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